Missing
You don't want to hear it, nobody does. I long for the life I once had, I long for the comfort, the happiness, the strength I once felt. I hate these feelings of helplessness, the feeling of being uncomfortable, uneasy.
I feel very unimportant, like no one needs me around. I know I shouldn't require others attention as it is (to me) a sing of weakness, a sign that a person does not have enough self confidence, enough strength.
1 thing is certain, that I am not happy. I'm not feeling the way I know I should. I don't believe this to be due to the way anyone is treating me or not treating me, I think it's all me. I'm not happy living where I am right now.
Sundays seem to be the worse, Sundays are supposed to be spent with ppl you love, not with animals you hate, a home that is not home, a room that is not cozy.
I'm cold, so very cold.
"Isn't something missing?" ~ Evanescence
Well this week I will try to keep things positive, light....
enough..
posted by Ricker... @ 8:23 PM
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3 Comments:
I think every one needs to feel like they make a difference to someone. It is not a sign of weakness, just a sign of being human.
It makes me sad that you're not happy. You can always change what makes you unhappy, there is a lot of places without dogs and cozy rooms, you just need to find it. You are a strong person but it doesn't mean you can't show your emotions (homme de metal)
;) xox
Don't ever feel like your weak or unwanted as I know for a fact that's untrue. Words are very strong, but for someone like me, who's not as in touch with her emotions as I guess I should be, a smile or a kind gesture is how I will show my appreciation for what you do to which I show everday in my own way : )
Tylenol Cold & Sinus! LOL
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