fucked...

Lately I've been feeling dizzy. It's been about 3 weeks now. I went to the doc to see if there's somthing wrong, he said that it's probably because I'm stressed..... stressed? What the fuck!... in the past I've been invincible... it seems anyway. So here I am, everyday waking up to this shitty fucking dizziness, I try to hide it so that ppl won't see it as a weakness. I don't really know what to do. Sometimes I feel like the dizziness is what is making me stressed, I'm not sure. I know that work has been a lot more stressful that in was in the past but... according to the doc I'll be fine soon,...... soon..... Go fuck yourself... soon.. fuck..... feeling like this is making me panic sometimes. Don't know what to do... I drank Friday and went to see Marty despite of my feeling dizzy http://www.temptingtragedy.com it was a great show. Anway, I'm in the Chi today. Thanks for listening... I'll keep updating as I feel like when I teel ppl they don't really listen to I'm going to keep writting. This lies heavy on my mind. Sometimes I feel like I'm dying.... pretty sad eh?... anyway... cheers.