Blog for Julie

I sense a storm coming....

Well I'm sorry I haven't been updating my blog lately, I actually haven't been really talking to anybody, my life consists of work, gym, reading and just vegetating... So,... readers.... lately I really feel like being alone, I just feel like I need to give myself some attention. I think that by doing this I maintain my "Ricky-ness" sometimes when I share too much or give to much away I feel weak and like somebody could tear me apart, I don't think I'm feeling this way because of something anyone did or said just sort of a feeling I've been feeling. I think everybody needs to be alone sometimes and it's healthy, well that's how I'm feeling. Plus, I've been swamped at work lately, this morning our server crashed so all the reports that needed to be submitted by 11am were delayed and I was bombarded with Email inquiring as to where they were. Man! what a first week as "boss". Today I spoke to my father for a good half hour and had a brief, but good MSN conversation with my brother. I'ts crazy how family is and will always be there for you. I sometimes wish I was 6 years old still living on Virginia Ave. with my mother, father and brother.

Julie, remember this moment... I do... ;-) miss you!!