Fear?!

Have you ever been afraid of being alone forever, like it's imposible for someone to accept everything about you? All your faults no matter how bad they are, think about it... every single thing wrong about you? Sometimes I don't think I'll ever find someone that will be able to handle me. I often think about this and know that I'm a good person but that the faults outway the qualities. I mean it's ok for a friend but for a partner/love/soulmate it's allot to swallow... hmm.. I guess if that only time will tell also I guess I'm feeling this way because of previous relationships and other reasons... Just thought I'd share this with you-reader-and hopefully get some feedback... It may seem like I'm sad today but I'm actually in a good mood, I'm just being deep and you know what if no one ever accepts me and I'm alone forever so be it, fuck you! they're loss right? Well I love you all and appreciate you reading my blogs....

see ya at the beach cool guy!