Why am I sad
I threw out all the letters I wrote and never gave to my X today. I have no idea why I never gave them to her. these letters are not recent, nor were they written after the last break up. Why does this bother me? When I threw them out I opened them as fast as I could and read parts of it as fast as I could so I could trow it out. Why is that? I guess it's because I don't want to feel anything anymore. It's not because I still have feelings for her this I know for sure but I'm boggled by the emotions that I felt, as if I was scared to feel as the person that I went for a coffe with last night feels. I know that this is not going to happen....hhmmmm.. I feel fucked up.... can anyone offer any advise or offer an explanation as to why I am feeling this way..
posted by Ricker... @ 11:15 PM
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2 Comments:
hate to tell you this but it never totally goes away. Time never fully heals, yes you can move on but to some extent thinking of , seeing pics, notes etc will stir feelings of some sort.
Other comment is right, there always seams to be some type of feeling that will stay in the pit of your stomach. Don't know why. But after a while you learn to totally manage it. You will always look at that person and react to that person differently, even 5 years from now but the stress of it all will fade.
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