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Long time no update.. I know... It's not like I haven't got anything to say, my life has been very eventful to say the least. So many ups and downs lately. So I guess I'll start with last weekend. Anick, Jerms, Nat and Iwent to Montreal to watch a hockey game. It was real nice to escape for a while, I also won a bit of cash at the casino which is always good. I'll post pics later. I'm very happy with Julie. I'm having mixed feelings about her leaving in the fall. On one hand I love her very much and would probably be willing to spend the rest of my life with her but on the other hand I feel like I'm the only person on earth who actually believes in spending you whole life with another person, not that she said wouldn't bewilling or anything like that. I just feel like "forever" is something I'm capable of even if temptation was to come along; which it will/has. I'vebeen writing a bit on paper only because I cannot share a lot of things thatare on my mind, mostly because a lot of it is pretty harsh. I feel like I'm a good guy who deserves a lot and have a lot to offer. Often I don't fee lappreciated and this has been bugging me quit a bit. I think the thing that bugs me is the fact that it bugs me. I want to be this all mightyindependent god..you know??... but as any relationship progresses; at work/at home; you become dependant upon whoever. So where does this leave me...?? I don't know. If you do please tell... I'm trying hard not to become dependant because most of the time it leads to pain. Well that's all folks... I'll try harder to post more often...Ciao