Bi-polar?
I forget who once told me this or if it was just something I thought up one day but I believe that there are 2 types of people, there's the first type of people who rarely get really upset nor do you rarely see them extremely happy, always fine never depressed and pretty content with their lives. When you look at it it seems perfect, never really sad, this used to get me really upset when I was depressed as I thought that it wasn't fair and I was sort of pissed at the world for it. After a lot of thought I noticed that not only do these people not get really upset they do not get really happy, which brings me to the second type of person.... This type gets real emotional. this is me.. I can be very sad and upset but I can also be extremely happy. Sometimes I find myself in a living hell and get to emotional over something that I don't think I should be feeling the way I do but when I'm happy... man I'm happy.... I would not change anything for the world, to me the point of life is to be happy and to feel everything to it's fullest. I try to enjoy the simplest things and when I'm feeling sad or hurt I try to enjoy the fact that I'm experiencing/learning something important. Sadness will not kill you it will only make you stronger and I appreciate the end result, if that makes sense... I don't know I'm rambling again... I don't even know what I'm really talking about anymore... I tend to do this often and I apologize for that... hehehehe... well I'm going to get some shut eye...
See ya at the beach cool guy.....



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"see you at the beach cool guy" I remember that. It was an old beer comercial where the guy got a full back tat and he was really drunk. It was great! But it is actually said "Your the man cool guy.... see ya at the beach." Just though I would share that. And I don't think you are bi polar, just normal guy who as normal good and bad days.
Just like that saying "That which doeant kill you only makes you stronger"... however when you are feeling low, you tend to think "That which doesnt kill you, makes you wanna die".... but like Brian said, youre normal... everyone feels these emotions. I'd much feel something rather than nothing at all. Thats what life is all about.
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