Let silence be my savior

I feel like I've learned a lot today... actually, I've learned immensely about myself and about how the world works. I'm feeling lost but at the same time I know exactly who I am and where I stand. Ok I'm going to warn you that this Blog may not make sense to you, I'm sorry for that. Today I feel like at some point during the day I've touched a certain aspect of my life, either in conversion with others or places I've been or just feelings I've had. Things are different, I'm seeing things in a different light. Things are good, mind you, but things are very cloudy. I feel like opening up to the world but I don't think that it's ready to receive me, therefore I'm remaining closed....silent.. hence the title. Why do "we" have these feelings? so confusing, so intense, so unclear? really, the only thing we can do is accept it and accept others. "Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a great battle" - Plato... I took a crazy amount of pictures over the last 2 days.. I'm going to post some as soon as they are finished uploading onto my PC. I had a great conversion with my stepfather today. I don't think I've ever spoken to him on the level that we spoke. I spoke to him about something that I've only spoken to with my biological father and 1 friend. I felt very good about this as he was very receptive and encouraging, I will return for more frequent visits. I'm feeling very emotional right now, not sure why really... I want to share this with someone but I'm alone, so I find myself typing to the unknown. Ok I guess I'll recap my day for you. Well actually let's start with yesterday.

Julie and I went to Fort Beausejour. It was fun/very refreshing.... I had a feeling of openness... I know that doesn't make sense but whatev....

This morning I went to the market with Julie then I went to visit my stepfather in Memeramcook.

This is me at Blabs' around supper time

This is a few of us on the deck about to have a BBQ.....

This is Natasha and I... Her, J-F, Blabs and I have a pretty intense conversation in which I've learned a lot.

Anyway, I have a lot of funny pics that I will share with you another time. For now I need sleep cause I have to work 13.5 hours tomorrow. I will update again tomorrow...