Reality comes crashing down....

I find that the music I listen to while updating my blog dictates what I write about and how deep it's going to be. I sometimes reread my blogs and remember when the song changed during my writhing and you can tell in what was written. I'm currently listening to: "No more drama" by Mary J Blige.

Anyway enough of that nonsense. Today I had a pretty good day, got up around 10 am, went downtown in search of the Seafood festival, turns out that the public show at the market only started around 12:30 so I went and got some breakfast then I went to the gym. I went to the festival with Rokaya around 1ish. Sarah won!!!! first place overall! isnt' that nuts!! I was extremely happy for her, she was so exited. These people that she was competing against were experienced chefs... anyway I tasted her seafood chowder and was totally blown away. She once made a salmon soup from the leftover crap I had in my fridge and it was to die for.... mmm.. now I'm hungry.... After that I watched the race, had a BBQ then went to see: "Four Brothers" at the theatre, it was not bad.

I can't believe in a few days Julie with be here.... that's just craziness.... I'm looking forward to spending hours next to her. I'm looking forward to the feeling of having not a stress in the world, you know how you feel when a person you really like or love, depending on your situation, comes next to you when you're feeling not so important or noticed and looks at you like you're the most important thing in the world, do you know how that feels? how totally happy and at ease it makes you feel...... mmmmm......... I think that's why a lot of couples spend a lot of time just sitting around the house because they get drunk in this feeling and become addicted. I know this is a wonderful feeling to have and I do want to have it but I think where most people screw up is they stick to this one feeling and eventually become in a rut, sort of like a drug, they become dependent. I think, actually, I know that there a far more wonderful feelings that come with having a relationship with another person, that is why it's good to change it up from time to time, I know it's sometimes hard depending on... well a lot of things... but you get the drift.... anyway I plan on using some of this tempting drug when she arrives anyway... I know that it will not become a rut as I won't let it happen nor do I think she will either as we're both pretty adventurous and like to experience new things and like ppl and stuff.... I'm not one to stay home 5 days a week veging by the TV. I sometimes wonder if ppl read this because they're bored of if the actually like, agree or disagree to what I'm saying.... hmmm.... I don't even know how many ppl read it, if any... well I know of a couple that read it for sure but...

Well tomorrow I'm off till around supper as I'm on nights this week.

Holly fuck, I'm going to New Hampshire in like a month... can't wait!

K, I'm going to go to sleep now...
good night y'all....