Life goes easy on me...... most of the time....

And so it is.....

So here I am sitting in my Lazy boy listening to Damien Rice wondering, thinking, wishing, hoping, realizing that the only thing that will be with you forever is yourself. This sadens me but I've learnt to accept this fact of life but man, do I hate this stupid fact. I know that you all think you know exactly what I'm talking about but I assure you that's not the case.

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

-The blower's daughter
by Damien Rice

Truth is.. I'm happy.. not content, happy. If you'd know me or if you already do, you know that I am a happy person. I don't need anything or anybody all I need is myself, this was not the case is the past as I was dependant other others love for me, without this love I would become depressed and sad, this led to others controling my life and I found myself miserable. At this point I decided to cut them off and found happiness in the simple things in life. If you have enough love for yourself you do not need others love, you have enough all on your own. Don't get me wrong I sitll and will always love my friends and family, I will just not let them run my life.

I love everything that surrounds me, people, nature, music, love, hate, sadness, anxiety, I love life.

I don't know where all this came from, I'm feeling full of life and thought I'd share some of my random thoughts with everybody...

Love you all!!!!