In the air tonight.....

I'm spent... Sometimes the best way I can describe how I'm feeling is by where or who I was with the last time I was feeling this way, like right now I feel like how I was feeling on a fall evening walking on the street with my walkman just after it had finished raining. Back then I didn't have many stresses as I do these days. Right now I have the urge to go for a walk as it just finished or may still be raining. You know what I may just do that, I think it'll help clear my mind. I live right beside a huge cemetary, this would probably freak some ppl out but I find it pretty cool, my grand father is burried like 30 seconds away from my front door, this is comforting to me. I received a crazy beautiful Email this evening and I'm sort of exhausted... Too much thinking.... I tend to over anallize things as I think I'm a very good judge of character and if I read into something I can figure out excatly what someone really means or feels. This is probably false but whatever, it's worked for me so far. I've learned that usually if I follow my instinct; which is usually the logical answer I'm safe. ok now I forget what I was talking about and don't want to reread as I think I'd probably erase most of this.. So I'm just going to leave it as is.

I remember when I was young I used to ride around town on my bike with my best friend(at the time); Luc. Him and I would bike everywhere, I used to love biking home in the rain and listen to my favorite tunes at the time, I felt so free.... such a good feeling... these days those feelings are few and far between but this weekend I've felt this way... So great!!!! so great......

I've been listening to In the air tonight by Phil Collins throughout the whole time I was writting this.. I think the tune inspired most of this blog so this blog is dedicated to Phil the man....

Good night everyone....
Go for a walk in the rain without caring about getting wet... it's awesome... I'm going right now!
I might regret this later... hehehehe... we'll see.. I'll let youknow how it went tomorrow...