Wretched

I'm being taken advantage of, people are just not appreciating me, because of this I'm feeling alone and unimportant. I'm so very frustrated today. I feel like I'm screaming on the top of my lungs for help but nobody can hear me, I'm felling desperate for some comfort/advise. I feel like there's so much BS and secrets around me. The fucked up part about all of this is that I've felt this way before and been through and delt with this type of shit, Man, I wish I could remember what I've done in the past.

I keep telling myself: "I'm stronger than this... I've been through worse...." but nothing seems to deter this sadness/anxiety.

I should try to focus on other things, I should make an extra effort to appreciate the people that do love/appreciate me for who I am and what I've done, these are the people that I should try to be close to.

Why am I like this today?... What happened...?

Anyway, I'm writting to you; blog; because I can't seem to find anybody to talk to this late in the evening...

I will update you tomorrow.