Random thoughts..

What do you want from me
Or do you want nothing?
Why am I trying to avoid the inevitable
I find myself feeling how I told others not to feel,
sort of hypocritical don't you think...

Ohh and you... trying to dictate how I should feel or react,
You're not better, worse even.
You can't think for yourself, seeking advice and reassurance
but yet you know exactly how I feel don't you?
Talking to me like you've been through it
You call yourself a friend... pff.. At least I know who you are now
Grow up...

Ever feel like being nowhere?
unable to feel content.
hopelessly thinking yourself to boredom

Trying not to reach out
Trying to hold my own
Don't need it
Don't want to become dependent anyway

Everything we do, feel, learn
seems to be leading up to something...
what is it?