Worst Bday EVER!!!

Hey!
Well it's my bday! I just got back from Montreal at 6:30am, what a fuckin' drive! Holly shit never again! I mean I WOULD do it again but only if it was going to be for a longer periode of time. I've been having a pretty crappy day, it's hard to leave someone you like so much. It's sort of torture being away from someone that you really like for 2 months then getting to see them for 3 days then not seeing them for another 2 months. I'm really feeling sad today as I browse the pictures that I've taken over the last few days. I slept unitl 2pm then ran some errands and now I have to work unitl 1 am. I was able to meet up with Benny and Dan in Montreal, it was really nice seeing someone you feel so comfortable with and know so well in a place so unfamiliar.

Well I was pleasently surpirsed today with a Bday cake from one of my coworkers, she made me a Kevin Harvick Bday cake from scratch. This really blew me away! I mean for someone to take at least 2 hours out of their weekend to bake me a cake is just crazy... anyway..

So about my weekend, well I had a great time, we visited quit a few shops and restaurants, we went out to "La boit a Marius" and "La Boom". On Sunday we went to "Vieux Montreal" and visited "St Basilique" it was really nice. I took 4 rools of film but allot of them are blury, I think I'll buy a digital camera this week. I had an eventful weekend, heard things that made me think and things that hurt me. I don't think these ppl know I heard them but I am constantly thinking about it and it's really upseting.. I'm not going to elaborate as I don't want to share this with the whole world. God Damn emotions.!!! I should become a Jedi... hmm.... Some ppl can be so hurtful.

mmmmmmmmmmm... I just got a nice hug and a kiss on the cheek from one of my reps for my Bday... I'm starting to feel a bit better.... I miss Julie!!! I think the fact of me only sleep 5 hrs a night since Thursday night doesn't help and knowing that I am only going to get about 6 hrs sleep tonight doesn't help my feeling.....shitty... Also I haven't heard from any of my close friends to say Happy Bday yet but it's only 7pm so they may still call... Why does ppl need to hear thoes stupid 2 words??? Happy Birthday... I guess it's to feel needed.... man that sucks.. like I said.. Jedi... I'm looking into it..

fucking emotions......

see ya soon....